I haven't posted in _so_ long, but I want to come back.
I need a place to write, to talk, to not be so lonely.
Got married - we bought a house - I'm back in ballet again. It feels good except I need to lose 20lbs.
Working on my next collection - the fashion show is April 16th.
Things are okay except my weight is tormenting me, and my thoughts are flooded with nightmares.